I’ve had a bit of trouble finding the time, energy and motivation to blog the past couple of days. My energy level still leaves a bit to be desired, and the painkillers preclude long periods of uninterrupted focus. However, I wanted to take some time to gather my thoughts, document them and provide a rough framework for what I hope to discuss with this blog. While this may seem like filler, or a bridge between the chorus and verses of this blog, it will provide me some direction and give any readers an idea of what to expect.
The past week has provided me quite a bit of new data to process. Much of it I’m still sifting through, organizing and attempting to assimilate. Some of it is collecting in a pile somewhere in the back of my head, just waiting to randomly present itself. Needless to say, there are many things on my mind and I’d like to start airing them out a bit. So, please bear with me, or, point your browsers and readers elsewhere if you’re so inclined.
Many of these issues and topics have been on my mind for years and I discuss them regularly with my family and friends. However, after having been randomly shot and having come so close to death, I feel as if these traumatic experiences have significantly informed my worldview. Although I tend towards the the diplomatic and do not think myself a Misstra Know-it-all, I feel compelled to speak up a bit. Furthermore, I feel a social responsibility to share my perspective.
Among the topics I’d like to discuss are:
- Utility of online social networks
- Economics, or why people so often make decisions that run counter to their own interests
- Revenge and anger
- The not uncommonly held belief that the world is ending due to anecdotal evidence that people are becoming more evil in spite of contradictory statistical evidence
- Hopelessness among the urban poor and how this social problem affects everyone
- Guns, rap and violence and where are the GenX+ Marvin Gayes and Sam Cookes?
The end of that list skews rather heavy and you’re likely thinking that, as a programmer, I am in no position to comment on such issues. And you’re probably right. I don’t fancy myself a sociologist, economist, psychologist or any other kind of -ologist. However, I do fancy myself a dude with an inexpensive shared hosting account (Webfaction), access to open source software (like Ruby on Rails and Mephisto) and a good deal of time on his hands.
So, stay tuned if you’re up for it…
You sound like a social worker to me. Another fabulous blog. Can’t wait for more. I love you
I look forward to see your take on social network utility. I have been doing a fair amount of research, at the surface level of popular SNS, but findings are peculiar, I suspect there are motivational and technological aptitude variables. However the demise of the great soul singers in the wake of violence glorification, auto-tuning and monotonous beats, is ever disheartening. Cheers and keep the spirits high!
looking forward to reading more from my new favorite blog!
Keep blogging. It lifts our spirit and heart to know your thoughts and feelings. We love you and support your through this difficult journey. You are such a strong person.
john,
we all take SO little time for reflection. how wise you are. it also feels good to be connected to you through this blog.
love you!
molly
Lannon, I’ve been impressed with your words for many years now. I look forward to watching you expound on these subjects. More importantly I look forward to your physical healing, and what I imagine will be an accompanying emotional journey.
I admire your strength…and your wisdom.
Your 5th bullet – I just heard a TAL episode about the Harlem Children’s Zone. Have you heard of it? Totally inspiring. I’m about to go get the Geoffrey Canada book!
I’m waiting and ready for every entry you write! You do have a great perspective on things and the most recent happenings in your life are going to bring a perspective on the topics you list that few have can have. Have fun blogging…and after what you’ve been through…just have fun!!!!
Lannon,
We have quite the ‘urban poor’ issues in Seattle, so I am interested on hearing your perspective. I definitel have my opinions, but usally keep them internal.